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Blacken

by Dylan Creese

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1.
Sunflower 03:57
I feel the pain in the depth of your eyes. I feel the love in the dark of your heart. You make weak at me blistering feet. I tremble at the thought of you sitting next me. And one day I will muster up the confidence to say I won't fuck it up this time when i can finally call you mine I won't dwell on the small things, i won't fall out of line. No I'm not at all perfect but I'll try my best for you. You're like the perfect sunflower I've been searching hard for you The smell of pop rocks it fills my soul. I would follow you anywhere in this world you will go. I would swim the edge of the earth just to see you smile. I would walk on fire if you told me you'd stay for awhile one day I will muster up the confidence and say. I won't fuck it up this time when i can finally call you mine I won't dwell on the small things, i won't fall out of line. No I'm not at all perfect but I'll try my best for you. You're like the perfect sunflower I've been searching hard for you No I'm not at all perfect but I'll try my best for you. You're like the perfect sunflower and I've been searching hard for you.
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Combust 03:39
I know you hear my word cause I've been screaming all night long. My lungs about to burst lord I hope you hear this song. I've been lying to myself thinking I'm doing fine. But lying to yourself is like forgetting how to rhyme. My chest is filled with void and I'm lost without your soul. I'm feeling paranoid why can't I feel whole. I can't takes this one more day. I'm going to combust. My heart is saying yes but my mind knows it's just lust. I always give too much to too the people who don't deserve it. My heart is packing up, it's no longer for your service. I'm losing all my hope, it looks like i am folding. Now my heart is black when it used to be so golden. Elvis was the man who taught me how to love he said take my hand and take my life I can't help but fall in love. But in the end I should have listened only to Johnny Cash he said love will burn and leave you cold now every thing is black. I'm trying hard to find that certain piece of mind. Where you open up the gates and You can leave it all behind. But until that day arrives I will be dying on the inside. I wish that I can run away and find a place to hide. I always give too much to too the people who don't deserve it. My heart is packing up, it's no longer for your service. I'm losing all my hope, it looks like i am folding. Now my heart is black when it used to be so golden. Now my heart is black when it used to be so golden.
3.
It's been a cold December, but now it's a new year. I don't want it to be over now, I just want you here. All those things that I should have said, All the moments that pass on by. I can't get you out of my head, I'm asking God, why oh why. With a chill that's in the air, oh, this isn't fair. The timing is so off, the sky so damn dark. Now the frost covers the trees as I sit the snow is falling. It's almost as if the angels are calling you home. As the snow begins to cover the ground, I must picture a life without you around. A world without your laughter, well isn't this so sad. i never thought this winter would turn out this bad. With a chill that's in the air, oh, this isn't fair. The timing is so off, the sky so damn dark. Now the frost covers the trees as I sit the snow is falling. It's almost as if the angels are calling you home. Too young, too brave, and oh, I'm not ready. My hands are shaking my heart is so heavy. Our Memories are just like the snowflakes. They are falling down and now every heart aches. With a chill that's in the air, oh, this isn't fair. The timing is so off, the sky so damn dark. Now the frost covers the trees as I sit the snow is falling. It's almost as if the angels are calling you home.
4.
Blacken 03:32
My head feels so heavy and my soul feels so weak. My mind so damn dizzy and i can hardly breath. I am lost with no direction, can somebody please help me. I feel like a bird trapped in a cage, but i want to be free. One day I will wake up and find myself, i will find myself, i will find myself. Ive been stuck for far to long in this little hell, in this little hell, in this little hell. I feel the weight of the world, it's crushing my bones. I wish that it would just kill me, or just leave me the hell alone. Im so god damn unlucky, i can never get a head. You’ll never catch a break my kid, thats what they’ve always said. One day I will wake up and find myself, i will find myself, i will find myself. Ive been stuck for far to long in this little hell, in this little hell, in this little hell. I’ve been fighting for my whole life, trying to figure myself out. I’ve been trying to see the light. No i don’t know how much more of this i can take. No i don’t know how much more of this. I'm trying to overcome, every thing that blackens my mind. Everything that blackens my mind. I know that one day ill be fine and i can leave this all behind, i can leave it all behind.
5.
Poison(Demo) 03:42
I see the smoke as it gravitates around you. Your silhouette is strong but your structure is weak. I stand there with the fear in my eyes when every bit of the poison runs through your veins. I feel the ache in the beating of your heart as I want to take away every bit of the pain. This disease that you succumbed to now eats me alive. Just give me novocaine until I can't feel a thing. I'm sick of fighting this never ending strife. My chest is heavy and it's about to cave in. I want to disappear just take my worthless life. I'm sorry that I could not have been strong enough for the both of us. You never even said goodbye and I'm pissed at myself. I ignored you on your last day cause I was to blind, to blind to see. I wish I said I love you. But I do and I hope you hear me. Just give me novocaine until I can't feel a thing. I'm sick of fighting this never ending strife. My chest is heavy and it's about to cave in. I want to disappear just take my life. I fall to my knees as you body hits the ground. Your all I need, now you're no where to be found. i can’t take this anymore. I feel dead on the inside. I’m crying on the floor cause I’m ready to die.
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Fun Fact 04:42
The sun is gleaming in your eyes, the blue shines so damn bright. The way I feel when I’m with you. There’s nothing in the world that I’d compare it to. There’s something about you that make me fly and when you smile it makes me feel alive. I’ll always be here when you call, i’ll always catch you when you fall. My love for goes to the moon and back and let me tell you that's my fun fact. Our long talks in my car really make me feel that we could go pretty far. No matter where life will take us no, atleast i know i will have your trust. I hope I am the first thing on your mind if I’m not I promise I’ll be fine I’ll always be here when you call, i’ll always catch you when you fall. My love for goes to the moon and back and let me tell you that's my fun fact. When the sky goes black, all the brightest stars point to where you are. If you are lost i know that you’d be found. You’re the only one i wanna be around. I’ll always be here when you call, i’ll always catch you when you fall. My love for goes to the moon and back and let me tell you that's my fun fact.

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I never really finished finalizing the tracks because my computer crapped out on me by the end but I think you will love them just the way they are.

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released June 19, 2017

A huge thanks too, Christopher Kapschock, Alex Pagodin, Lindsay Isler, My Mother, And My Brother

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